Breaking down the walls

hello everybody
hope you are all doing great
today I decided to share a poem
I haven't written in a while but today I was in the mood again to right :P
so I wanted to share with you sth I wrote today
hope you like it
can't wait to read your opinions
^_^

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Why do I still feel like this??
I thought taking this road will lead me back to happiness
On day I'm cool the next day I'm dying
I'm sick of pretending, tired of lying
I'm trying my best to move on
Being strong and keep holding on
But sometimes it still makes me feel blue
To know that everybody is asking about me
And checking on me except you !
Is it that easy for you to let go?
And forget everything we shared and turn me into a foe
It's surprising how your heart turned up to be so cold
While I used to imagine you and I together grow old
Well at least I knew it before it's too late
Now I can find my real soul mate
Maybe you never thought I'd get so tough
But you know what I really have had enough
I used to look at you like you are a star in my sky
But right now I see you like an insect that should be crushed and die !
Don't be surprised how much I hate you now
But who doesn't appreciate me should be destroyed and I don't care how !
Wow I never thought it would be so relieving to say these words
but right now I feel like I wanna start the war of the worlds
I'm gonna break downs this wall
And climb up so high in my life and you won't be there to make me fall
I really wish you a life full of sadness and hate
After all it is what you deserve, don't you think !